nothing from NOTHING

yes!!!!
finally xin zhong de DA SHI gone le ^^*
POA isnt that hard as i expected to be
and as WAT HAD HAPPENED RECENTLY!!
i balance the question ^^*
YET IS WRONG ANS =3=
SUPER SAD T__T
but paper 2 was veri hard yet i tink was ok la
almost same as wat i did in the recent mock exam
paper 1 WAS EASY!!!
HAHAHA super happy for POA =P

NOW FOR BIO
i dunno how to explain
i nv studied for it
if u count the 2 hrs i studied for it =3=
was kind of useless
coz none came out
U KNOW
NONE!!!!!!!!
i was shocked
yet the paper i did all questions
and i said soso ok lar
not hard at all
i was like HUH i nv studied yet i said not hard =3=
i did make mistakes
but it was the FIRST time i went in wif CONSIDERED NOTHING
and i did all
and JOAB HAHAHA
MR PROF
too bad those ver CHIM CHIM
wat FSH , LH ALL
NV COME OUT!!!!!!
WASTE UR TIME XD!!!!!
lol i still tot joab and alistair SURE A1
then now i begin to tink
actually
EVERYONE can get A1


then i met mi old frenz at the bus stop
beryl and wing yan
they ask mi which paper i hab today
i said POA and BIO
then they ask mi hard???
i say POA easy bio ok la
i nv study but i still manage to do all
and they were like POA U SAY EASY
ya i DID
and i balance question 1
and they were like THEY NV tell u the gross profit
then i say gross profit
was the fees(income)
then HAHA fuck came out LOL
then i juz realised
actually our sch isnt that BAD
u know when u saw many students like WALAO
u sure tis sch is good???
then i juz realised
i hab change alot since i entered there
juz that I DUNNO
coz i'm surrounded wif the same ppl from same sch
but when i exposed out there
i tink mi sch hab SECRETLY
given us POTIONS
and let us BECOME
CLEVER!!!!!!!!

finally relax alot
suddenly i felt it was NOTHING
NOTHING AT ALL
and i HATE TO SAY
Os is like NOTHING
is like a PIECE OF USELESS CERT PAPER
i cant believe all the efforts and studies
I HAB IN MI WHOLE LIFE
LIES ON TIS USELESS PIECE OF PAPER!!!!!
and the questions were like WTH
u sure i been studying THESE THINGS
for 10 yrs??? !!!! @.@


hab 4 more papers to go
MONDAY - SS (i gonna concentrate on SRI LANKA)
TUESDAY - F&N (sian i hate the essay yet i always hab something to write =P)
WEDNESDAY - CHINESE (gonna get mi A2 or A1)
then HAHA PLAY LE !!!!!!!!!!!
miss almost everything
actually i miss NOTHING
coz i was in mi usual life
relax study relax study
not much stress yet i always say stress
WHR DO U COME FROM ??? STRESS!!!!
surly not from mi
coz i am a stressless person
and hope FOREVER will be like that


THATS ALL
BYEBYE ^^*
PS: come'on wed!!!!!! i gonna go queenstown SWEEP THE WHOLE CENTER
and i wan play wif pics of mi,kaiser,shengwei,raina,zhen hao and yh LOL
nicole and michelle maybe come (^^* ,)
dun dare play their ones later get scolded LOL

tis is mi (=3=)

today's maths p2 was like soso
no big difference from sch de, maybe abit easier
i tink is b'coz i practise alot so mi efforts DID PAY OFF!!!
was veri worried for tmr's POA cum BIO
and i make A BIG MISTAKE
i tot i only got 1 hr to study for bio
in the end was 2 and a half HRS!!!!!
YAY sure can get all bio stuff IN MI BRAIN
SECURE THEM TIGHT TIGHT
not letting them GO MUHAHAHA
actually bio is quite easy
coz its about human so i juz nid to check miself
weikit: but wat if on girl ?? u cant check mah???
mi : quite true but guys' more complicated got some many wire thingy =P



anyway studying POA now SIAN
but i did spotted some topics hope realli come out
trading, P & L and bal sht sure come out
then will be depreciation, financial ratio, stock valuation, amagalmation and partnership
juz gonna work on these will do
the rest HEHE not soooo IMPORTANT ^3^ ~

then last night watch the channel U show
the nu ren dang jia
i tink that i'm abit yang li bing style
those bitchy person
dun realli care that much
when parents ask about us we juz AIYA u dun know one =3=
we juz sweep the question like that so that they dun ask anymore
we juz dun wan them to know so much and we still care for them
juz that our caring way to them is like we scolding them
but they juz dun understand =3=
and abit of the chao ji zhu chi ren
that girl
she same as mi
how i stand, i speak, i walk, i laugh,i tink, i place mi hands
also tio ppl scolding
ESPECIALLY MI MUM!!!!!!!!!
i realli cannot ta han
ytd quarrel again about these CHEAPSKATE STUFF =3=
keep saying mi short
then she even say tis
"i cannot understand why ppl stay in sengkang come punggol for education, while ppl in punggol go sengkang for education?"
she herself also like that
EVERYTIME
she say mi bad
wat i wan dye hair say mi ah beng
contact lenses SEE PPL GOT WAT ALSO WAN
then buy hat she also say
then later we go out i wear nice clothes
then she and mi sis wan say UR HAIR RUIN EVERYTHING
thats why i doing something about it YET
also get scolded =3=
SUPER ANGRY
then everyone say mi veri guai
i hardly go out
mi cousins, mostly, always went out wif frenz
i always stay at home
then show respect to others all these, of coz will chant about that person at home not in front of him/her
then she everytime say mi the worst =3=
why u not as tall as joshua
as strong as shawn kor
as clever as gabriel and yu qing korkor
why not as guai as sis
why always ting zui
why tis and that

ytd i said tis bck to her coz i realli SUPER ANGRY
"why dun u ask urself WHY U GIB BIRTH TO MI LIKE THAT"

super angry
she juz dun understand mi at ALL
everytime say mi =3=
keep asking mi to change change change
YES i am changing but NOT WAT U WAN RIGHT!!!!! =3=

sometimes i feel like
WHY AM I IN TIS FAMILY
our personality and interest DOES NOT EVEN MATCH
dun even know who am like
mi father veri RELIGION PPL
i dun believe in them
i respect them like will pray all these
but JUZ DUN BELIEVE IN THEM
and the cant force mi to BELIEVE
then mi mum keep saying bad things about mi
HEY mi not ur son is it
say say say
SAY SO MUCH why not blame urself???
why dun u choose some1 more TALL, STRONG and HANDSOME to married =3=
keep pushing all the blame to mi
tell her science stuff she keep saying
YAO MING's parents also short he so TALL
who cares about yao ming
HIS A MONSTER!!!!!!!!!!
then mi sis aiya dun realli know wat she's like either
like i CLASHES wif EVERYONE
in mi family
juz always say bad about mi


JUZ LIKE TIS O
i say easy
mum say easy later result lousy u will know
i say hard
CHAM LA who ask u nv study
o.O
then they keep asking mi tell whoever ask mi about Os
i juz keep saying HARD VERI HARD
why should i LIE about such things
if easy juz say so
they say later result come bck LOUSY HOW????
KAN BIAN WO wth !!!!!!
everyone time like that
last time also
i score A1 for science mi mum say i copy other ppl's ans
WTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
then if i say hard at least lousy results
ppl will say coz HARD MAH
then for mi
at most i juz say got moderation
why should i even care about others' results???
i bet mi mum juz dun wan to lose to other ppl =3=
ppl clever is ppl's business
i HAB TALENTS PPL DUN HAB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
"but talents WONT be on cert" thats wat they always say =3=

sometimes i wonder when ppl sayu TALENTED is it saying
u lousy coz talent is juz a word to encourage u =3=
CERT !!!! is more important than talents @.@
i realli am confuse
CONFUSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm like some fly dunno wan fly whr
fly there get scolded
fly here get eaten
T______T





THATS ALL
BYEBYE ^^*

Time goes by so SLOWLY~~

sian ARHHHH
why suddenly time go so slow one
last wk was fast
its like woa ytd i juz hab mi FIRST o paper
but then i realli did hab one ytd
and it was HISTORY!!!!
and i muz say i realli is the WORST LUK STUDENT IN SS/HIST
watever topic i studied sure no come out SIAN
but dunno why for chem,eng and maths they come out wat i studied
STRANGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i hope tis wont happen to POA and BIO
sian tis fri got POA p1 and p2 PLUS BIO THEORY!!!!!!!!
COFFIN PLS!!!! XO
T__T
then tmr maths p2
finally MATHS GONNA END
one by one the subject i take in Os
FLEW OUT OF MI HEAD
i'm looking forward to the AFTER Os LIFE
gonna celebrate kaiser's b'day next WK (^^* ,)
going E-max to play WII
SOOOO DAMN LOOKING FORWARD TO THAT ^3^
and i'm gonna buy contact lenses
after the chinese paper which is next wed ^^*
and going out to buy prom clothes, kaiser's and shengwei's present
HAHA ^^*
soooo damn looking forward to NEXT WK!!!!
and i miss pic post
and i lazy to type things
and i WAN TO PLAY WIF PICSPICS!!!!!!!!!
i NID PICS!!!!!!!! RAWR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! '>o<'
HOPE NEXT WED CAN TAKE MORE PICS
(^^*,) Y
wish mi tmr good luk for maths
and tis fri's hell =3='
and i'm sooooo looking forward to ayu's new single
which has 4 versions
CD+DVD and CD only
then there's two titles
super strange
GREEN/days OR days/GREEN
lol i prefer GREEN/days
i luv the pics from the pv
was like quite nice
and she's somehow like mi PLAY WIF HER PICSPICS
lol
she flim it in SHANGHAI
somehow she doesn't suit chinese LOL



















tis's an old PIC which i did last or lastlast yr
had a bad photoshopping skills then (-_-')
the chest place was BADLY DONE
like she got chest hair XD
hope i had a photoshop programm then i can do better things
WHO HAB PHOTOSHOP PROGRAMM LEND MI T__T
















THATS ALL
BYEBYE (^^*,)Y

happy b'day to ming jun

THATS ALL
BYEBYE ^^*
PS: i LUVS pics post, distorting ppl's face