have i made a mistake?
am i realli brainless?
am i overly stubborn?
should i change myself?
should i grow up?
why am i naive?
but at the same time i also got the answer
no i didnt, in fact i did a correct thing
i'm juz straight
i'm right,u're wrong
why should i change b'coz of ppl's thinking then aint my life being lead by other ppl?
being young is a good thing, all adults hope to be children again
i juz treat ppl well and hope for ppl treat mi well too
but recently i hab a LECTURE from mi GODFATHER
and he's been lecturing mi for over the ONE WHOLE MONTH
EVERY SUNDAY!!!!!!!!
and i'm sick of it
first was relationship
why aint i going to date ppl?
why am i not big size?
why i not man enough?
why i dun like solo dating
then later he ask
why i dun like sports?
in fact not that i dun like sports
i juz dun like ROUGH SPORTS
i like peaceful sports like badminton and tennis
and the worst thing is
he keep asking mi go find some girls to date
he even say if no money,he sponsor
but the problem is I DUN WAN!!!!!!
and some worst thing is
he ask why i like mi finger nails to be long
i say i open things i nid finger nails OR ELSE
mi finger will feel the pain
but he say " EXCUSES!!!!!!!!"
"normally u hab excuses so that u can keep/do something"
"u know? like u dun nid long finger nails to open things, long finger nails are for if u are playing an instrument"
WTH!!!!!!!!!!
i hab long finger nails u also muz care
then worse he ask
"then why aint ur leg's finger nails long?"
THE ANSWER IS EASY LA!!!!!!
LEG DE GROW SLOWER THAN HAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lol ya enough of complaining
but ya i'm ready to go suntanning during the sep/oct holiday ^^*
i cant go now coz the holiday sooooo short
and the sun now is BURNING MI!!!!!!!!
i can feel mi skin tio scorched, VERI PAIN!!!!!!
so i nid a WEAKER sun hahaha
and now i'm bored at home coz of mi FREAKING UGLY HAIR!!!!!!!!
I CANT EVEN STYLE IT RIGHT T___T
sian sch gonna reopen next wk
and i still am afraid to face mi class
u know i've been habing guilty and scared feeling whenever mi class ppl msn mi
i scare like wat thing happen again
TIS IS THE WORST HOLIDAY I EVER HAD!!!!!!!!!
now i grp all mi poly frenz in a catergory
and since its P mah
so its at the bottom
and i normally on mi frenz (and it consist all mi sec sch frenz)
then it juz cover the rest lor LOL!!!!!!!!
i'm juz a veri strange person
i can say i dun care ppl's opinion but later i also care
coz i dun wan them to say mi again
its like i lack of confidence? or maybe i dun wan lose to them
and i'm trying to turn a new leaf
i'm gonna try not to suan ppl
in fact i wan suan ppl that will make ppl laugh
and not HURT ANYONE
so i wan apologise to many ppl whom i once hurt? i tink so
but actually not many ppl la
only ONE!!!!!!
i'm sry melvin wang !!!!!!!!
haha i know u read mi blog (^^* ,)
coz sw tell u mi new link mah
can ask mi straight de
i'm sry i used to call u overly kiasu
during O lvl period
now i then get it
that WE REALLI NID BE KIASU
u know mi current class got more kiasu than u de BY 100TIMES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and i'm super sick of it >.<
realli hope u there than them la
and i feel soooo childish to make fun of ur kiasu attitude
now i'm turning a new leaf
I'm NOT GONNA SAY MI SEC SCH FRENZ LE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
coz I REALLI LUV U ALL SO MUCH
u know i even got the tinking of
we buy ONE VERI VERI VERI PALACE
then 4H ppl each take 1 room
then we can LIVE TOGETHER FOREVER
ya i'm naive
but being naive isnt good
tis holiday
tot mi alot of things
which result it to be the WORST holiday
coz i learn to grow up
i learn the feeling of backstab
and its freaking pain
make mi so sad for days
and i learn that i nid be more mature
THINK BEFORE I SAY OR TYPE
and its the hardest thing i could EVER DO
coz i'm a super straight person
i talk rubbish sometimes
now i'm currently in a veri foggy situation
i dunno my future, i'm taking a random step at a time
even if wrong i also muz bear wif it and walk down
and i cant even be myself
coz i nid wear a mask where ever i go
its hard, and i'm trying my veri best to keep my feelings
i learn not to cry le (dun say watch show cry la)
ok la gib u all one pic so u wont get bored
MORE TO COME
U HEARD MI
MORE TO COME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAHA PREPARE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok la HAPPY LAUGHING (^^* ,)
THATS ALL
BYEBYE (^^* ,) Y
PS:i'm veri afraid of mi class now
save mi
i've got no choice but to realli trust god le
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