go bck...

i realli cannot understand
WATS THE FREAKING WRONG WIF THE T'CHERS!!!!!
they ask us draw things thats SUPER UNRELATED TO MI COURSE
i know its to train our drawing skills
but at least something related right?
why am i drawing things like nicole and yj learning
i'm drawing Architect stuff!!!!
realli its super wrong ok
i hab learnt from seniors that 1st yr its going to be unrelated to ur course
but i didnt know its TILL TIS EXTEND!!!!
seriously i'm not habing a veri happy life in poly
yes its peaceful, freedom
yet in return, i lost my laughs, joy and freedom as well
nothing seems to amuse mi anymore
but the fact that life has change for mi
for example: i laugh even more wif mi family than in sch
and thats super strange and i still cant adapt to the fact
maybe i've change to be colded
i'm still not open yet for some reasons
in poly
my statement is "live a peaceful poly life and juz get the DAMN HELL diploma and leave tis sch"
its super diff from sec sch
i realli miss my old class alot
whr i laugh everyday and anytime
sometimes i'm afraid i will lose the feeling of laughing
and in design sch
everything's super fast
there's only 15 days of lesson
and everywk hab a mini assignment WHICH IS NOT MINI TO MI!
wth make handphone o.o draw A2 and A3 size pictures
its not fun at all
plus t'chers are changing
i realli cannot stand over fast pace environment
maybe i'm not suitable for the society yet
or maybe i'm still growing up?
coz kaiser said its part of growing up
and its the part whr i haven grown
coz i'm always tinking tis world in simple form
yet its turning into a complicated one
the future isnt wat i'm wishing for
i cant even hab the chance to fall sick
coz its too fast
once u're sick
u're dead, coz u can nv catch up anymore
its stressful

i cannot wait for the holidays to come
i'm gonna spend time wif my old frenz
STILL THE OLD FRENZ BETTER
we gossip anything and everything
somehow tis class aint that fun at all
i remembered having ppl like alistair, desmond and nicholas was fun
and tis class juz lacks these ppl
those whr u make the class super lifely


can we hab a class gathering????
i realli hope there's one
i dun even mind a chalet HAHA
no wonder des wan a chalet again (dunno when)
b'coz he foresee that we needed one and wanted one







i got nothing to do
coz i'm bored so i needed these things to make mi laugh



























THATS ALL
BYEBYE =(
PS: i'm super tired